“Life is not about how fast you run or even with what degree of grace. It’s about perseverance, about staying on your feet and slogging forward no matter what.”

— Dean Koontz

 

I can’t do this anymore.

I thought I found some people I can truly call my friends. I thought I found some people I can turn to, vent to, and lean on. Guess that didn’t happen. No one cares anymore, so why do I still care so much? Sigh..I give up. 

In the end, I am always going to be alone. I hate this me, but yet I can’t change anything to make this side of me to disappear. I give up.